My only mistake..

I thought i could do it
I could handle the pain
I thought i was strong
But im going insane.
I was all alone
with my head in my hands
when i learned to accept
and i learned to understand.
With all these thoughts
i felt alot of pain
which brought me to tears
and left me in the rain.
You said to be patient
just give you time
i think that i have
i thought you where mine.
I gave you my heart
i gave you my soul
And now you have so much control.
you said that you loved me
was that a lie?
i cant help but wonder
i cant help but cry.
I thought we could make it
thats what you said
a stupid little promise
that turned up dead.
You think its ok
and doubt i mind
but i do
and ive wasted my time.
Here you go again
leaving me out
i once was your guy
and now i have doubts.
Not knowing your feelings
From day to day
What more do you want
What more can i say?
I gave you my heart
you ripped it apart.
Each piece of that heart had a memory so true
Each piece of that heart had a memory of you.
All my tears wont keep you near
All my tears wont heal whats not here.
i look up at you with a wisper in my voice
and it seems as though you\\\'ve made your choice
You know how i feel
you know that im hurt
But for some reason
You treat me like Dirt.
Did i make a mistake?
was this love just a fake?
And then one night.
My dreams came through
And i relized my only mistake
Was loving you........

-Tiff