I need that passion
I need that love
intoxication
My soul-his soul
Why am I deprived of it?
Why must I keep waiting?
Each day
I grow impatient
Striving to be patient
Wait for that wave to come over me
I want to love
I want to be loved
This pain keeps growing
Inside of me
Barely contained
Elusive.
I know I must wait
Yearning
Longing
Will it ever happen?
My one true connection
Prayers
I believe
Yet feel lost
Sick
Seeing it right before my eyes
Too far to understand
Nauseating
I can't watch
The world passes by
Can't see my inner agony
They flaunt it
As it's already painful
Another blow
to my heart
my mind
I don't want what they have
I want what is for me
Unique to him
Unique to me
Deeper love
Deeper passion
I will know him
Hopeless Romantic
It will break me
My own "ice storm"*
No more "birches to swing"?*
No.
i will surpass this
he will be my love
In the end.
My beginning
I will be happy
I will be guided to him
