Our son Ben

I CANT DESCRIBE THIS FEELING
THIS FEELING THAT I FEEL
IM CONFUSED AND UNHAPPY
WILL IT EVER HEAL

i FEEL ALONE IN THESE THOUGHTS I HAVE
THERE MESSING UP MY LIFE AND EVERYTHING I DO
DO I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE
WITH YOU?

I FEEL LOVE BUT IS IT AS STRONG AS IT WAS
I NEVER WANT TO LOSE YOU
BUT I KNOW YOU DONT LOVE ME
SO I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

MY LOVE FOR YOU IS SO STRONG
MAYBE THATS WHY IM STILL HOLDING ON

THE WAY YOU MADE ME FEEL WAS SO SPECIAL
AND YOU WERE SO GREAT
I DONT KNOW IF I WANT A BABY NOW
OR IF WE SHOULD WAIT

i KNOW YOU WILL END IT AGAIN
ITS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME
I WANT TO BELIEVE IT
BUT IT WONT BE ALL FINE

I COULDNT STAND THE HURT YOU MADE ME FEEL
THE PAIN THE ANGER
IT WAS SO REAL

I WANT A BABY TO KEEP US 2GETHER
AND SO IM NOT ALONE
WHEN WE PART

I JUST WISH I COULD BACK TO THE BEGGINING
RIGHT TO THE START
ID CHANGE THE FACT THAT I ASKED YOU TO BE WITH ME
AS NOW FEAR OF LOSING YOU IS ALL I CAN SEE

IM SCARED AND I KNOW YOU ARE TO
OF WHAT PEOPLE WILL SAY
AND WHAT PEOPLE WILL DO

I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO HOLD ME
SOMEONE SO CLOSE
FOR US TO ALWAYS BE TOGETHER
I WANT THAT THE MOST

BUT I KNOW ITS NOT REAL
COZ OF THE WAY WE FEEL
SOON IT WILL END AND I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY AGAIN
THATS WHY I WANT OUR SON, BEN.