Unwanted Mistake...me...

I've spent so many
Sleepless nights just
Laying there wondering
What I did wrong to
Deserve everything you
Keep doing to me...and
I can't thing of anything!

All I do is try to make
You proud of me, your little
Girl, once your little angel...
I have people that I don't
Really care what they think telling
Me how proud they are of me
But all I get from you is
How ashamed you are of me...

In your eyes I'm the
Biggest screw up in your life...
I was a big mistake...
If I'm really as horrid
As what you say, the world
Has no use for me...so
Why don't you just kill me?

If my own parents don't
Want me then who would?
I don't care what happens
Anymore! I just want the
Pain and suffering to end!
I don't care how! Just
Make it all go away!

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