You've put me
threw so many things.
Some so good
some not so good.
the good parts
will always remain true.
all of them memories
all filled with you.
i hate thinking about them.
they do nothing
but make me cry.
see what I've become
since I've lost you?
I'm in to so many
different things now
that your not in my life.
i use to be a good girl
now i could care less.
only thing to do is
self-medicate myself.
weed, pills both help me.
whats the point of living
if your not the one comforting me?
why try and bother
to find someone else to love?
Ive done my loving.
Ive lived my life.
its all over without you.
