Not this life

OK so first thing i don't know who's but the first two lines are not mine i got them when i was going through reading quotes so whose ever they are i hope you are not mad and if you are just send me a personal e-mail.

should i choose to accept a fate,
where i would be willing to become my own hate?
why would i be my own enemy
take everyone as my ali and just let things be
why would i choose a life to be mine...?
to try and stop a world of non-stop crime?
why would i make love a lie?
why would i hate myself and want to die?
should i take everyone and make them my friend?
Tell them I'll be there for them until the very end.
This life of hate within myself isn't very good.
But i could take this life and hold it close... I COULD!
Listen to my words and believe them true.
Listen every body I'm telling you.
I reject this fate.
Where I become my own hate.