Thoughts

It is hard for me to believe,
That I am still in love with you,
After the time that has passed,
Of which I feel was wasted,

The image of you,
From when we were together,
Sticks into my mind,
Like the pen to this paper,

In life, memories are forgotten but never lost,
I wish i could forget these dreams,
Because you are what I have not got,

I wish it wasn't like this,
Drowning in my memories and sorrow,
But I can still imagine,
Seeing you walk through that door tomorrow,

I shouldn't be saying this,
Because you are happy,
But the only reason why i do,

Is because I have prayed everyday,
From the day you left,
That you had never stopped loving me,
But now I'm here in eternal dread.

These are my thoughts for everyone to see,
That everything I ever told you,
Was complete honesty,
Just know I'll never stop loving you.