I didn't expect

Maybe it hurts because I didn't expect this
I never thought you'd do this at any second...

Why would I think you'd become another scar?
I was starting to love everything that you are

It takes a lot to get into my heart
And it hurts so much when you tear me apart

You have me broken and burnt to the ground
My life is turning loose and tied unbound

I want you to know some things though
I just want to tell you them just so you know...

I still do care about you so much
It's killing me that we have to fall out of touch

I use to stare at your number on my phone
I would play the songs we made our own

Pictures of us were sitting on the table beside my bed
Your voice was still replaying inside my head

Sometimes, when i sit on my roof at night
I wonder if you're looking at the same light

But now the pictures are just ashes
The visions i have of you crashes

I finally hit the stop button to our made CD
And i deleted everything of you and me

I guess i just have to get over the pain
Of losing you because there's nothing left that i can gain

You took everything that you possibly could
I never even thought that you would!

I expected this from other a-holes in my past
But you were an occasional prick that i thought was going to last