Lost in No where

I'm just getting so frustrated
Nothing seems right
No matter how hard I try
I don't think I'll ever be alright

I just can't stop feeling
Like it's never enough
In everything I do
And there's no one left to trust

I keep trying to get better
And for awhile I'm okay
Then out of no where
It'll hit me one day

I can't figure it out
Why am I this way
I hate myself so much
But yet, this is where I stay

I wish I could be confident
And just feel good about life
And I wish I didn't have
To fight that battle with a knife

I just don't know anymore
About the way things are
At times it seems I'm okay
Then fall back twice as far