Head help high.. they are all fools. I play off everything at school. I smile I laugh.. when really they dont know the other half. I'm happy.. When really I'm sad.. I play it all off like I am so glad. But once I hit my room.. tears fall from my eyes. What nobody knows it that I really want to die. I want to end this hell.. this pain. I want to stop myself from cutting through my vein. I know many people out here have it bad. But why do I want to keep living if all I am is sad? Doesnt god want us to be happy? Want us to be free? Id be a lot happier if he'd just kill me.
