dont really know a name for this one

I am so stupid
i went and did something with another guy
after knowing i Was in love with you
but i had to tell u what all happened
I couldn't\'just sit there and lie
You told all your friends
you say you want your life to end
your gonna die
well then so am i
and now everybody calls me names
its not like i`m a poor whor*
i`m just a virgin girl looking for some boys
well now iIvedone it
Ive lost you
you look me in the eyes with hate
i know you still love me though
it`s just fate

please comment i write this one because of my boyfriend this poem is really true.
i wish there was some way i could get you to forgive me
or even trust me
and told me you could never trust me again
well if thats what you think
then i will just have to prove to you
and if not then i will kill myself too.