Everyday I wonder, will I fine me?
My eyes are working but I can't see.
Always searching for what I want or need.
I feel so lifeless, can I even bleed?
Digging inside but there is nothing at all.
How long until I fall?
Most of the time I feel hollow.
Why is there even a shadow to follow?
Not even pain is a way out.
I want my life to change its route.
Am I happy or sad?
Am I good or bad?
Everyone around me knows their part.
Can I find my heart?
Maybe I am just a waste of space.
Will I ever find myself in this place?
Can I move on from here?
Is my destiny even near?
Finding myself is a never ending chase.
I am a wondering soul with only a face.