Thoughts..

Sometimes i hate you for what you did.
sometimes i hate myself for believing those words.

what a fool am i ,you must have seen,that was "so in love" with you.

you stole my heart in the most subtle of ways,and you knew i was miserable back in those days.

did you take advantage of this foolish heart? you knew what was happening from the very start.

the smile won't let me escape, the voice won't let me sleep. not since you have been gone.

i gave you my love and you gave me your charm, how was i to know it would do so much harm?

i can't stay angry long , while the beacons burn I'll stay and wait your return from so far away.

anger dissolves into tears when i think of all those years i threw away for you.

now all i have me and God...and even now He is at work.