It will rain...

Chills go down my spine
as i view these crimson lines
i close my eyes , feel the pain
think to myself,tonight it will rain

droplets of pearl red slide down my wrist
so at the moment i clich a fist
as i look up to myself,rain pouring down
i dodge the droplets hitting the ground

i watch my body stumble down
watch myself without a frown
i hate myself right now
i just dont know how

the past is here to haunt me
for once i feel as if free
like a dove spiraling down to a pond
isn't this feeling supposed to be wrong