I was in the the same situation. we were apart for about 3 months and then we decided that we would give it another try, but then we were fightin all the time so he sat me down and told me that either we needed to have a LONG talk or just quit trying and go our separate ways. Of course I talked. It was kinda scary to tell him the things that I needed to tell him, but when it was all over everything was good...well so far it was only a few days ago but normally we wouldve argued by now and we haven't.

U write a message on one of my poems asking me y i would do that to my family, thought i should explain i stopped doing selfharm after jessie died, as i knew what it feels like after being through it. i only tried to kill myself once after he died, i am ashamed to say. but thank you for the comment your a talented writer 5/5