Do you think it doesn\'t hurt?
Do you think I\'m blind?
Do you think I\'m dumb
Do you think it doesn\'t hurt
You\'ll say yes to Matt in an instant
You\'ll say Yes to Wuilmer as well
Hell, you\'ll even say yes to that prick Raul
Yet when it comes to me it\'s a No
I\'ll think about it
I\'ll call you later
It\'s a No
A freaking No
Do you think I\'m infatuated
Do you think I\'m lusting
Do you think I\'m immoral
Do you think I\'m shady
Do you think I have ulterior motives
Let me tell you one thing
What I had for you was real
What I had for you was genuine
What I felt was sincere
What I said was from my heart
What I thought was from my soul
I listened and cared for you the only way I can
By being there
Do you think it doesn\'t hurt
Hearing of you and Wuilmer
Of you and Matt
Of you and Raul
Do you think
I can sit there and go on with my life
Do you think I can put all feelings aside
And forget how I feel
My life was freaking great without you
The moment you left I was petrified
I was hurt
I put my head down
I did what I do best
I got back up
I was on my feet
I was having great luck with girls
I was succeeding
Then
You came back
I saw you
And couldn\'t believe
How beautiful a swan you had become
I couldn\'t believe you grew even more beautiful then how I left you
I didn\'t know it be possible
I didn\'t know I\'d be back at square one
I didn\'t know I\'d be hurt yet again
I didn\'t know you\'d hurt me for the first time
Since the first time you left me
But this time it\'s for real
The pain goes too deep
The hurt bursts my veins
The sadness envelops me
My head bobs down
My heart grows weary
My head full
Full of emotions
Of hurt
Of desire
Unfulfillment
Empty promises
Agonizing want
Hurtful feel
Your \"No\" today
Hurts like you have no idea
It tells so much
It implies so much
As much as I love you
It\'s the last I need to see
The last nail to my coffin
The last straw
If this is goodbye
Let it be known
What I felt was real
What I knew was genuine
What I desired was noble
That my intentions were pious
That I was not shallow
That I saw you for who you were
That I accepted you truly and deeply
That my task was arduous
That my journey came short
That the hurt was real
That the pain strickens me
That your No was a stab through the heart
What you did may be un-mendable
That our lives with each other, as we know it
Is over
That this is our goodbye
That today is our farewell
That despite the strength and connection we have
We were weak
We couldn\'t make it through
The river was too mighty
The mountain was too steep
The task too overwhelming
That love wasn\'t enough
That care didn\'t suffice
That hugs wouldn\'t do
That talks wouldn\'t solve
I\'ll miss you dearly
And I\'ll never forget
And definitely not regret
That I never spoke of you badly
That I wish this wasn\'t farewell
that this wasn\'t goodbye
That we\'d never have to come this far
I care for you and I\'ll miss you immensely
I deeply & honestly will
