Destroy my life...

All of the feeling that i have ever shared,
It was showing you that I truly cared,
But I was shot in the heart,
right from the start,
and I bled to death,
when everyone left,
so where did you go,
I just miss you so,

Why can't you just say,
That I need you here today,
What is going on,
all of a sudden I don't feel so strong,
These words just won't come out,
I have even tried to shout,
I wanna tell you how I feel,
but it feels like their locked in this sheild,
and that it will always be sealed,

so how can we fix this,
damn, I can still remember our first kiss,
but never mind that,
you can just destroy our memories with this bat,
better yet use this knife,
Its the same one that helped me destroy my life...

by chelsea 1/19/06