I see you but you don't see me
its like I'm invisible to you or something
you see right through me, right through my eyes
see into my soul, revealing all my hate and lies
but you will never know
how much you mean to me
even if i mean nothing to you
i still love you
and i like the way i hide my pain
i hide it with a smile
its the best disguise
because no one ever notices the pain in my eyes
and when you ask me "is something wrong?"
i smile and say "nothing" like its all okay
but once you turn your back on me
a tear runs down my face
and maybe its because of you and if you didnt care, i still love you
and i hope
i hope no one sees my tears
its not like they'll notice anyway
right?
and if someone does
i hope they will be there for me
when i give myself to them
and i still love you
