Your so called \\\"god\\\" plays with me
taunts me, mocks me, f.u.c.k.s with my mind.
and laughs when my tears leave me blind
Quit playing games with me.
Im tired of coming in last.
Don\\\'t f.u.c.k around and reopen these wounds
let me forget my past.
Quit playing games with me
Let my friends and I be!
We\\\'ve suffered enough through the years
We just want to be free..
You make my sick to my stomach
It burns into my heart.
There is nothing I can do but watch anymore
as your so called \\\"god\\\" rips life apart.
Diviorces, suicides,
drunken party rides.
Aborted children with no future told
let the wrath of you \\\"god\\\" be told.
Where was \\\"he\\\" when WE needed him?!
Will he understand, and forgive our sin?
We have no where left to turn...
no where to run, we are left to burn
My eyes are bloodshot
from tears that are shed...
Wishing I was no longer alive
missing the ones who are dead.....
where has my hope gone?
My religion and trusts?
The faded long ago
when wrists poured rust...
Now here I am...
Years have past, and life is the same.
Trying to hold on to those I love...
with no one else to blame..
I\\\'ve prayed to this \\\"god\\\"
I never have gotten the answer to my prayer..
life has hit rock bottom..
I am going no where...
In my tears I am crying..
I pray, and beg my last day..
On my kneees tonight....
Please let my friend be okay....
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This is for a friend... His pain is enough to bring me back to hoping God will answer me just once.... And I would really really really like to hear what you have to say about this. It would mean a lot to me.
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