This isn't a phase
a phase is something that comes and goes
not something that lasts ten years
no one seems to understand this
just because i never cut myself then
doesn't mean i didn't have these thoughts
you don't know what it's like to constantly wish you were dead
to be so close to dying
to be so dead inside
i don't know how much long i can hold one
im slipping away
does this sound like a phase?
