I'm a long way from home
a long way from reality
so far from myself
a long way from vitality
my thoughts are getting mixed up
this shock has not yet sunk in
I'm lost inside myself
trapped within my own chagrin
Ive made this bed to sleep in
and so i shall lie
i can not stop these thoughts
i have to say good-bye
I'm so far from myself
i no longer know who i am
waiting for the inevitable end
waiting like a slaughtered lamb
envisioning hope and peace
does not give the needed release
and so i take and take
until theres nothing to give
I'm too far from myself
to be able to live...
