Sad eyes

I stopped for about 2 weeks
but cant handle it anymore
how can i keep all this pain inside
when everyday my heart gets tore

no one can see it in me
they cant see my dieing inside
when I'm sitting alone in class
trying to hide my teary eyes

tonight ill cry in my room
and get the box from under my bed
with my little friend called a blade
which will help me soon be dead

everything reminds me of you
how can i live like this
when everysecond of the day
im breaking down cause your missed

even if you came back
it wouldnt be the same
to much has gone on
like my tears pouring down like rain