BedTime(Only In Dreams Can I Hod You)

I lay awake late at night/
Holding my pillow tight/
Wanting to fall asleep cause you’re always on my mind/
So if I fall asleep I can see your beautiful face/
Instead of lying here awake/
With out you holding a pillow in your place/
Tears rolling down my cheeks a sad expression on my face/
Twisted emotions got me so exhausted unprepared for the days/
Your gone and I want you back I guess I just miss that feeling/
Of having some one you can talk to or hold who responds with the meaning/
To your questions and helps you threw the hard times/
Keep you standing tall wipes the tears from your eyes/
And now I’m alone and you’re gone just a day away/
I should have went with you but no I made the choice to stay/
These days I’m stressing thinking about what could have been/
Oh great here comes all that regret again/
I should have done this and that but nope now my chance is at its end/
If only I could turn back the hands of time I’m not even going to say it/
Cause it just makes me reminisce and causes my heart to begin aching /
The choices are to be made carefully don’t think about the negatives/
You must take the chance and at least know what happens so regret won’t settle in/
And since your nowhere close I dream of your body all threw the night/
I want to hold you and I don’t want you out of these arms/
I love sleeping now cause your image is always on my mind/
And in my dreams I can hold you but then comes that alarm/
And your gone like the darkness when the sun begins to shine/
I wish I could just wake up and your there with the light your body against mine/
I just want you around but your not so I just have to deal with it and remain lonely/
I wonder if your feeling the same things if so I won’t get into it I’m just glad your thinking of me/