I sit across from you
Hoping you can tell me what to do
We stare for a while eye to eye
I need to tell you, to tell someone the secrets I hide
I start to cry
You ask me why
I can't begin, I know the liar in me
Is going to win
Its holding the real me hostage
Beneath my skin
I want to tell you, but I'd have to explain
How can I explain what should never of became
So with you I only scratch the surface, never going deep
I fear you will hate me, that you wont understand
That you will leave
I sit across from you And dry my eyes
Quietly say I'm sorry for not letting out
My secrets and lies
Knowing you can't just tell me what to do
I know Iâ??ll always be too scared
To show you the truth
( An Old Poem.. It has a certain meaning to me .. about a certain place and person.. )
