She isn't the friend I thoght she was

by Lele   Aug 1, 2006


I have fooled you all from the start.
I walk in with my smile on my face and a twinkle in my eye... you all think I'm happy.
It has been over a year now and I still have you fooled.
It seems to me that none of you know me that well.

I've told a few of you my story, and even you can't see through the fake smile.
I guess I'm pretty good at what I do.
I've fooled you all for so long, what makes you think I can't keep doing it?

Well I can keep fooling all but one of you.
You never would have guessed he was able to see through my mask.
I told him my story once, and didn't really talk to him after that...
I saw him once through the summer, and even then he wasn't close to me.

We went back to school... I shared one class with him, but I had every class with her
About a month into the school year he asked me what was wrong
I still had her fooled... she had no clue about all my pain
She said she was my friend and would ALWAYS be there for me
Too bad he was there first

He knew something wasn't right and he asked me if I wanted to talk
I brought him up to date with everything else that had happened over the summer
He let me know once again if I wanted to talk he would always be there
I didn't believe it at first because she had promised the same thing

As the year went on we grew very close
If anything happened he was the first to know
Slowly I stopped telling her things... He told me she wasn't worth it
I'll always be there for her, even though I know she will never be there for me.
If it weren't for him I would have never made it through the rough times.

He is a life saver, my guardian angel.
I love him to death and owe my life to him.

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