Walking into a life not right

It's over, the words no one wants to be able to hear, they come at you, ten times the normal speed, in the first ear, and out the second, left with no time to think about them.

Your body trembles and shakes, even your nail beds start to ache. you want to shrivel up and cry, run into a quiet room, a room with no air, leaving you no choice but to just fall over and die.

You can't escape the words, they're about to forever eat your dreams, leaving you with pain and tears that's all it seems.

Every little detail about life reminds you of all the times you spent together, all the little jokes and laughs, now those are all memories of the life you once had.

Your fantasies about your future together are over, no more wonderful plans, no more of the walking together holding hands. No more late night kisses, and tucking each other into bed, this time of life was the time I misread.

For the time, my heart told me this won't forever be something I can call mine, it'll be taken away from me, so far way, out of my eyes, I no longer can see.

Although I can say I will never let one memories go, all the promises, are gone, and it's hello to the heartaches I have to get to know.

The pain, tears, and screaming are the new friends I Carry, forever with me, this can't be more terrifying and scary.

Happiness, joy and love, are no longer apart of me, not because it was just some guy that left, he was my whole world, the air I breathed, and my heart and each beat.