I'm sorry I made you cry
I never wanted to ever do that.
I don't know what I'd do without you,
You keep me holding on strong.
And if I didn't have you then who knows...
I see you like my sister and I love you heaps.
You're the last person I want to hurt.
But I don't know how to deal with it otherwise.
I know you will never judge me,
But I didn't want to disappoint you.
I admire you and I hate you seeing me like this.
I know you want me to stop but I can't,
I'm addicted like a drug....
Please don't worry I'll be fine, promise.
You don't need to worry, I'm ok.
I just need time to fix myself.
I'm so glad you haven't given up on me,
Even though I wish people would,
Just so I don't have to live this life.
But I cant leave because I'd be leaving
Apart of me behind and that part is you!
And I promised myself I would never leave you.
You mean the world to me
And I trust you with my life.
I just don't want to see you get hurt.
That's the very last thing I want.
Im so so to my forever sister.
*For My Best Friend Forever Steph, I'm Soooo Sorry For What I'm Doing But I Luv You*