It was you.
That stopped me that night.
I couldnâ??t do it,
I couldnâ??t end my life.
I thought it would be easy,
To slip away without a care.
But I knew that wouldnâ??t be fair.
There would be too many people,
Who loved me, in pain,
But my feelings are driving me mad.
I canâ??t get them out.
I canâ??t talk, to anyone,
But when I do, no one listens.
Thereâ??s only you, who made me feel,
That my pain shouldnâ??t be real.
You told me not to worry,
While doing it yourself.
You told me its all going to be fine,
You said I couldnâ??t give up,
Not without a fight.
You stopped me that night,
But now im feeling scared
And im all alone,
I feel the pain the hate that comes too.
I miss you, you know I do.
I canâ??t handle being without you,
It makes me feel untrue.
I donâ??t want to be alone.
But this time I canâ??t remember,
What made me stop that night,
I only thought of you.
But now there is nothing you can do.
My pain is just too much.
I love you more than anything,
Just know that I do,
For this night you couldnâ??t stop me.
From using the blade, this knife,
To end my tortured and miserable lifeâ?¦
