Where'd ya go (by my best friend for me)

A friend is lost
at a cost
a knife a blade
you were but seconds late
panic and terror
lose of a lover
you weren't there to talk
or to go with her on walks
she always asked why do you care
life is not fair
she asked why be my friend
i want to have advice to lend
why love me
just let my spirit be free
point it up in that direction
i will be gone with yet another injection
but no i refuse to let you go
because i love you so