Chasing thoughts

Like a movie playing in my head
I watch in repeat
Of the life I had lead
Wanting you with me

They say not to dwell on the past
But I dont wanna move on
They say a crush doesnt last
So why cant I get over it
Why cant it be over

Im chasing thoughts miles away
While I lay
At nite, your in my dreams
But what I see isnt what it seems
And Im just trying to
Live my life without you
Til those thoughts remind me
What we couldnt never be
Im chasing those thoughts
Making them go miles and miles away
From me

Did you think you could getaway
With how you treated me
What is this feeling
Why wont it go away
Its not love
I know tht it cant be love

Im chasing thoughts miles away
While I lay
At nite, your in my dreams
But what I see isnt what it seems
And Im just trying to
Live my life without you
Til those thoughts remind me
What we couldnt never be
Im chasing those thoughts
Making them go miles and miles away
From me

I need to walk away
But I wont even try
Then Id have to say
Im through even if its a lie
Cuz the truth is
I dont wanna say goodbye

I want to live new lives
And have new journeys
Too bad I cant let go
T cant try
To see
The bad in you
Or the good in me
I know what I say isnt true

Im chasing thoughts miles away
While I lay
At nite, your in my dreams
But what I see isnt what it seems
And Im just trying to
Live my life without you
Til those thoughts remind me
What we couldnt never be
Im chasing those thoughts
Making them go miles and miles away
From me