A Silent Heart..unspoken until now

Eyes set upon you for so long ....and feelings of hope and desire are flooded through my veins and i want so much to share with you all i have to offer...

Days turn to weeks and weeks to months yet you still do not notice me ...as i sit admiring from afar..yet i do not utter a single word for when the time is right i will then speak the words of my heart

love a four letter so powerful...yet it should be used to serve one purpose but sadly others have found more use for it ..it can be used to bring us close together to form a friendship and even a family but it can also be used as an evil game thats full of manipulation and heartbreak..you would never think that in a million years a treasure as rare as you can truly exist and i adore you

but by now you probably just think this is a silly crush but i think of you day in and day out and i dont want to be without you i want to feel complete ...safe from the hatred of the world i will stay in your arms when i am am scared, lost and and unsure i will look into your eyes and i would be home S

how could i have been so stupid to think that you actually cared about me or my problems?...soon i became transparent to you.. you didn't see me for me all you want is to score and humiliate people your a player, and a lier, and a heart breaker. but be warned i wont be so easily fooled when the next guy comes around. for thanks to you you helped me out when you thought you would only bring me down. actually you helped me. so thank you. do what to know how. well you made me stronger.... but be warned what goes around come around your gonna find some one that you love so much someone who makes your day and lifts your heart by just smiling at you and they are gonna stomp your heart in the dirt....and then you will know how i feel.....