The Puppet That I Am

Wow it\'s been so long since i felt normal
so long since i was felt right

so long since i\'ve was able to stand up and fight.

not physically
but mentally
i\'m all washed up
i\'m dead

the things i think
and the things i do
are solely based on you.

on what you think i should be
who i could be
and who i\'m not

i\'m some puppet
cut off from the world

i\'m just a play thing for a boy that hits a girl

so where do i go from this?

cut myself again?

i\'m trapped in drugs and sex and there\'s nothing i can do.

but get on my knees and serve you.

Raych