Now I'm back to you...again
that night
that was all it took
I mean I thought maybe I could be back with him
but he doesn't want to...I was wrong...again
go figure
I missed you
and when we where down in my basement
sitting on the couch
you told me that you would give anything to take back what you did to me
you tell me that you want me to feel safe
but that's the problem I do feel safe
I want to scream at you "your being ridiculous"
but I don't
I don't want you to stop trying to keep me safe
I want you to keep me from danger
I want you to be the one that saves me from my fears
I want you to be the one holding my hand
I want your soft lips to be the ones pressed to mine
I never want to leave your side I dream of you constantly
but then I wake up and I realize none of it happened
I cry just thinking of you I want you but that's the problem
I know that the second that I start getting settled I'll have to get up and move again
because I got too comfortable
I talk to people and they say that I'm doing the right thing because we should be together
they're not sure why but it seems right
and I know they're right it does seem that way but I feel something is different
I love you but I don't want to be around you
I cry because for you I would die but
I would die just so I could get away too
tell me why I have to feel this way..why me?
