Fear

I have the fear of being boxed in...
or is it being shut out?
i have the fear of a broken heart.
the fear of having my heart torn apart.
by someone careless.
i have the fear of falling and then no one there to catch me.
i fear you wont know how to handle my fears...
or my tears.
i fear whatever will bring me tears.
i fear the days ahead of me..
what will they be filled with?
hate?
depression?
being hurt?
or hurting?
i fear the unknown.
i fear my feelings for a boy...
how do i handle them?!?!
.......i don't.