My fairy tale
my fantasy
I never thought that I would find it in you
I've cried my nights and shed all those tears
but you still weren't there
more nights and still you never came to me
must I die to get your attention
should I grab my blade of steel and draw a line across my wrist?
I will do so if you will just come to me
a princess in a tower waiting for her prince
but if my prince is late it could be the end
the end of me and him but more so the end of me
but now I've learned he will never be there
not even in the end
you wouldn't be there because you don't care
all you wanted was a fun time
you say you love me and that you care but now I know
I know the truth
you don't really love me
but I'm a fool
a fool that danced for you
I was like a toy
a puppet on a string for you something to play with
but once its gone you
you'll miss it but you
won't care
like a child I'm just one more thing for you to use
to play with
something to entertain you so you don't get bored
....I'm a fool because I never fought it
I knew it was coming
but I never could be ready enough for it
getting tossed aside for something else
something you care for more
well I thought you a prince
when you are nothing but a toad
not a frog but a toad
