For what it's worth....

I am sorry for all I did
I did not mean for us to fall
Holding you so close
Did not see the crumbling walls

Blinded from the pain
That I always seemed to cause
Did not see the shadows growing
All our hidden flaws

You said I held to tight
That I should have let loose
But I could not bare to lose you
That is the very truth

I know you needed space
But I just could not bare
Not having you around
As you were always there

For what its worth I am sorry
For what ever I did
I am not sorry for the love though
That grew from deep within

So silent I will love you
Hold you so very near
For what its worth I need you
Longing for you to be here

Because I could not give you space
I now have to give you time
Not knowing if youll come back
If youll ever be mine.