I'm sitting here..
wondering are you thinking of me?
so many questions i wanna say..
but i cant..
do you think of me before you go to bed and wake up?
i bet you don't..
even though we both fall so hard for each other...
i wish our paths could cross..
once again..
one more time..
maybe then you'll be thinking "S*** wot have i done!"
i know the day i see you again ill melt..
and forget everything i wanted to say to your face..
you had that effect on me..
you made everything ok!
your my fading memory!
i cry over you because you meant something to me..
you made me happy..
you gave me that glint in my eyes..
your my fading memory!
i used to smile when i looked at photos of us or when i received a message from you..
but now i look at picture..
then think memory that is to me..
which is fading!
your my fading memory..
i look at photos of you.
and i feel low..
i cant take my eyes off you.. hoping your the same as me!
but i doubt it..
looking at that photograph with you ticker-ling me with your arms around me laughing...
as my mates took the photo..
then we fell to the ground and you said "i do love you"
now its a fading memory..
your my fading memory..
i see a similar car to yours and i cant take my off it even though i know its not you!
I'm feeling empty form you..
how can you make someone feel so whole then make them feel so empty??
your my fading memory..
i wont be seeing you around no more after September..
you'll be leaving..
thats it i wont ever see you again!
i cant accept it..
i miss you and its stupid!
your my fading memory and there is nothing i can do....
but hope one day soon you'll turn back around to me and just say I'm missing you too like crazy..
then that'll be my closure...
you'll be my faded memory then!
you might be faded but i wont ever forget you!
(miss you Matt so much it hurts! take care and i hope the job is everything you reckon its cracked up to be!)
