There was a boy called Adam,
who promised me he wouldn't break my heart,
said he'd never leave or tear it apart.
then he told me he'd fallen in love,
said he put no one else above.
he told me to open up my heart,
said we would never be apart.
so i fell in love with him,
as he promised this would never happen,
but i should have learned from the past,
guys always break your heart,
i must be so dim.
now i cry every night,
for he fell out of love with me,
i should have known from the past,
why didn't i see?
i cry every night,
and pretend every things alright,
say I'm slowly getting over him.
however no matter how hard i try,
i cant seem to forget him,
so these tears i continue to cry.
he lied to me saying he loved me,
when he didn't, for a whole week,
why didn't i see?
i could sense something was wrong,
felt his love leaving over the last few days,
but he promised me he still loved me,
said it was just a phase.
but then the next few days,
they were the worst,
he didn't seem to care,
he had time to prepare.
time to think about breaking up with me,
why didn't i see,
that he never really did love me?
i still have his picture in my room,
i still tell him i love him every night,
i know not to do it in person,
cause it hurts for him not to say it back,
it puts me in a gloom, as i await my doom.
i tore his picture up today,
but pieced it back together,
unable to throw them away,
cause I'll love him forever.
every time i see him, i feel a burning inside,
this love i have for him i can not hide.
he's moved on so quickly,
every time i see it, i cry,
but with a sigh,
i try to pretend i don't care.
I'm not very successful,
for my love for him is strong,
and i know it'll last forever long.
i want him to be happy,
i just wish that it was me,
if only he could love me.
i don't like to see him down,
wearing a big frown,
but him and this girl,
make me feel like i got in the way,
and every time i see them,
i just don't know what to say.
the pain inside me grows,
but no one knows.
they make me feel bad,
like I'm stopping them,
making them sad.
i don't mean to get in the way,
but right now i can't let go,
cause i love him so.
