Lay down and die

My feeling and my thoughts,
Spinning in my mind,
No one knows my pain,
My hope for suicide.

Why is everyone so fake?
Whats with all the lies?
Why cant you see the fear?
Hidden in my eyes?

Iv lost all self respect,
I lack in self control,
Just how it used to be,
Again I'm all alone.

My heart no longer beats,
As it died years ago,
You probably don't give a crap,
But i thought id let you know.

So i guess this is the end,
Where we have to say goodbye,
I guess this is the part,
Where i just lay down and die.