HAVE TO LET YOU GO.

I am playing myself
Being your toy.
I'vebroken the female code
Don't be fooled by a boy.
Fell in love around the same time as you
Went through a lot of stress.
Especially with my parents
But I still thought I was blessed.
Now I am merely second place
In our sordid affair.
Cause though you don't love her
You still really care.
So before I stay
And get hurt once again.
I'm writing this for you
Just to know I've left to heal the pain.
I love you but can't stand to see
You throw away the love we shared.
The truth is I loosed you
For the same reason I feared.
I couldn't show how I felt
Left you second-guessing.
This whole thing with you and her
Is really and truly depressing.
How could you just long for like
When you experienced love.
I played with what I had
And it was taken back by the one above.
I don't want to cry anymore
I lost my special glow.
Now I need to hold onto reality
Baby I just have to let you go.