Afaid of you and what you do...

All those nights in that house
all those nights from early on in the summer
i was afraid
afraid to sleep
afraid you would do it again

i would cry myself to sleep hoping you didn't wake up
hoping it wouldn't happen again
praying for a miracle that you would stop
that you would never do it again

that never came true
you would do it alot
almost every night
i would stay away as long as i could to keep from what i knew was goin to happen that night

i would put off sleep
until i knew you were asleep
i would jump at the slitess move
i was scared
afraid that you would touch me again
afraid you would do that stuff to me
i was scared of you
of what you had turned into over that year
afraid of what you might do again

i couldn't live without someone knowing what you did to me so i told some one
he told another
and now i know im safe
safe from what could have happened
safe from bein scared

when i got home i was relieved cuase i knew that at least not for another year would i be scared to sleep .

i was safe again

until the next time we see each other i am safe