For sometime now
you have been
my heart
my soul
my other half
without you i felt lost
i felt scared
i never wanted you to
leave my side
you left to go to school
came home
once a month
and i sat here and waited
i dealt with not
seeing you
not being held by you
i had to adjust
to the seldom phone calls
i sat around and waited for you
i told you when you
get out we can finally be together
and you messed around
on me while i was "your girl"
twice the first
time i didn't believe it
so i asked you
you said it was true
i forgave you for that
and i forgave her
then you did it again
and she called me
harassed me
and we stopped talking
and i hated you for it
then i realized
I'm so madly in love with you
so we talked about it
i forgave you again
we use to fight a lot
and it sucked
but i remember saying
we could handle anything
and now I'm not so sure
you betted on me
i fell to pieces
i cried you heard me
cry for the first time
last night and i didn't care
i told you not to worry about it
it was ok
but its not
i cant yell at you
i cant hate you
i refuse to cry over this again
even though i want to
you called me
my phone was dead
you sounded so helpless
and i almost cried
i held back the tears
I'm done fighting
I'm done forgiving
you said you were high
when you made the bet
so if smoking is worth
losing what we had
if you really think
you'll find someone who
loves you more than i do
good luck
but I'm not gonna keep
doing this
maybe this should tell you something
grow up stop smoking so much
at least cut back
and figure out what is
really important to you
because you have a choice
I'm walking away
you can stop me or let me walk
the choice is yours
i made my choice when
i fell in love with you but
I'm tired of this
pot always seems
more important
so have fun
when you figure out what
your choice is
let me know
I'm tired of hearing I'm sorry baby
sorry wont fix this problem
