Rejected by the world

There she sat just all alone at lunch
hoping a friend would maybe come over and say hello
so she sat there the whole lunch time waiting
she thought she may have been being shallow

she still sat there writing away
hiding the tears falling from her cheeks
she thinks no one has liked her for
what she thinks is about three weeks

no one came at that lunch time
people just walked on by
laughing cause she was a loner
as she sat under the cloudy grey sky

she sat in the exact place for two more weeks
hoping the day would come when she had a friend
someone who would sit beside her
she just hoped being a loner would end

she sat there waiting for someone
she sat there writing away
thats all she ever did at lunch time
trying to pass the long day

she sat one lunch time crying
crying over a letter from her mother
saying that a car had crashed
and in it was her brother

it said that he died instantly
so he didn't fell the pain
and this letter was late: she missed his funeral
which drove her completely in sane

she sat there for two more days
but then she got a date
not a guy, not a friend
at this one she would meet fate

she morned her brother
every waking hour of every day
hoping she would die
that god would just take her away

but god didn't do a thing
just left her here with a broken heart
she prayed every night for him to take her
he didn't which tore her apart

she couldn't live without her brother
so she overdosed then went to the cemetery
sat down at his grave site
from then she grew weary

she thought she would die
but she was wrong she made a mistake
god still didn't want her
when her life she tried to take

then she got the idea
that she was being rejected by everyone
not even god wanted her
she couldn't think of any mates: not even one

so on another date that she had set
she hung herself from a tree
praying that she wouldn't survive
that she would finally be let free

she was finally taken in
but it wasn't to heaven that she went
she went straight to hospital
she told the nurses to get bent

she told them everything
about how for awhile she has wanted to die
that she has been rejected by the world
while the nurses sat and started to cry

her life was a complete mess
she said that she just didn't want to go on
that after her brother died
she knew her life was done

but the nurses thought differently
they took her in she was no longer rejected
one even brought in her suicidal daughter
whose life had been affected

the girl still didn't want to live
so finally that night she again tried to let go
overdosed on her medication
the time between felt so slow

the girl had no idea how much people loved her
she thought at her funeral no one would be there
but she was so wrong family, Friend's and nurses
all turned up and were there

everyone morned this girl
this pretty girl no one could see
the girl who had no answers
the girl, of course is me.................