Just us

I walked out of class one day
walked into the loo
i started to cut at my wrists
and saw you were in there too

you asked me what i was doing
so i didn't reply
you asked me if i was cutting
and i started to cry

you lifted up your sleeve
your arm was just like mine
you wiped away my tears
and said everything would be just fine

i didn't think anyone would really care
but i guess i was wrong about you
we told each other everything
i knew we could get through

we would hang out all of the time
and tell things from the heart
you told me there was a man
tearing your life apart

you showed my some bruises
and told me you were raped
you started crying
you said you couldn't escape

this man wouldn't stop
he kept coming back for more
he would beat you black and blue
then throw you to the floor

you told me about
your painfully life
and that was the reason
you turned to the knife

i didn't know how depressed you were
and that you were going to commit suicide
you told me that you were fine
hey, i guess you lied

two weeks after there was a
message sent around the school
saying that at tutor time
there was a meeting in the hall

so i went along not knowing
what was going on
they announced you killed yourself
yesterday afternoon

no one really understood
but there was a reason why
i thought it was because of me
so i sat down and started to cry

you were the nicest girl i
had ever met
not telling someone that you were a cutter
is something i will always regret

the cops came to school
and wanted to question me
i couldn't stop crying
i knew it was cause of me

i told them what you had told me
about the man that made your life so sad
they looked at me blankly and told me
that the man was your dad

i looked around the room with
tears swelling up in my eyes
then flowing down my cheeks
to me that was a big surprise

you just told me it was a man
and that i did believe
he was later sent to jail
i knew i had to leave

so that night when i got home
i tryed to hang myself from a tree
and i cut my wrists to know
that i would succeed

so that night i died
but i wish you could have seen
that i was in as much pain as you
now I'm dead and only thirteen

i was raped by a man too
and abused by mom and dad
i wish i could have told you that
was the reason i was so sad

no one knew that apart from me
now everyone will know
i killed myself too
cause that pain i couldn't show