Broken Down

Its August 3rd now,
we've been together for a while,
and as each day would just fade,
so would my smile.

i want him to be happy,
not to see him in pain,
but if thats what im bring him,
whats the point in this game?

is it to play with my heart?
Should i let him go?
see if he was happy,
then why would he tell me no?

i asked him if he loved me,
i asked him if he dose care,
i asked him dose it make a difference,
on if i was here or there?

all his answers were no,
there were all the same,
so with this time of life,
i asked him if he even knew my name.

so with the felt of rejection,
i started to bleed deep into my skin,
now i could feel the inner pain,
the pain that was always within.