Five years

2-19-04

SO SICK OF BEING AFRAID
WHY CAN\'T YOU JUST GO AWAY
ALL THOSE THINGS YOU DID TO ME
SCAR MY BODY,THEY JUST WONT LEAVE
FIVE YEARS HAVE SLOWLY PASSED BY
BUT SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE JUST LAST NIGHT

I STILL HEAR EVERY WORD YOU WHISPERED TO ME
EVERY KISS YOU FORCED,EXACTLY HOW YOU TOUCHED ME
PAIN IN MY WRISTS FROM WHERE YOU TAPED MY HANDS
THE KNIFE ON MY THROAT,EACH BREATH COULD BE MY LAST

SO SICK OF BEING AFRAID
WHY CAN\'T YOU JUST GO AWAY
EVEN THOUGH FIVE YEARS HAVE PASSED BY
THE DREAMS FEEL AS REAL AS THAT VERY NIGHT

ALL THE WORDS,SO COLD,SO NEAR
ALL THE BEGGING AND THE TEARS

THE WAY YOU TOUCHE d me
THIS DEATHLY FEEL,I CAN\'T MAKE LEAVE
THE FEELING OF RESTRAINT
SO SCARED TO EVEN BREATHE

THIS WILL NEVER BE GONE FROM MY MIND
THE DREAMS WILL ALWAYS BE NEAR
I WISH I COULD JUST CLOSE MY EYES
AND PRETEND IT WAS NEVER REAL

REBECCA CAGg