Baby J

What it meant for me to lose you,
seems no one will ever know.
for i keep my feelings deep within,
i just don't let them show.

i cry myself to sleep at nights,
thinking and praying up to you.
talking in soft and quiet whispers,
asking for help on what i should do.

should i go on with my terrible life,
and live it until the end?
or should i stay and talk about it
and try to make new friends?

for its hard to get out of bed sometimes,
knowing that you're no longer here.
but as i look up into the sky,
i know that you are near.

i hate it how i cry sometimes,
cuz i know i should be strong.
for i know we will meet up again,
cuz compared to eternity it wont be long.

so i'll pray and cry hidden tears for you,
and survive each passing day.
keep showing signs that you're still here,
in each and every way!!