Why????

Why?
Why is it that every time,
I think things are getting better,
you have to come and put me down?
Why?
Why is it that every time,
I manage to put me fears aside,
you have to be sure my flaws are shown?

Every time i start to feel good,
every time things seem right,
every time I start to think,
that everything is as is should be,
you come around and ruin it all.

Why?
Why do I feel so empty?
Why do i hate inside?
Why do i want to run away?
Why?
Why do I cry at night?
Why is it you in my dreams?
Why much i feel this way?

Every time my past seems different,
every time my confidence is constant,
every time my hopes cant be higher,
every time I feel that old desire,
you come around and make it all so die.

Why?
Why can you just go away?
Why cant you just eff off?
Why cant you disappear?
Why cant all this be gone?
Why cant i just be effin happy?