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by Ruth Aug 4, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
All my life i have been able to cry but now i have trained myself not to its pulling me away I'm losing control the pressures building up my emotions are about to explode but yet i train myself to keep it all in it hasn't always been like this i used to be able to cry have my pillows soaked with tears i still cry now but this is a different cry not one of tears but one of pain for as i sit and cut myself i think of the old times when my emotions would soak out onto my pillow i wish those times would come back