I don't know why it effects me so,
But it does and I can't let it go,
All those words not serious nor real,
All those words too harsh to feel.
Your words are like razorblades digging into my skin,
I'll try not to show it and I'll keep it deep within,
But still your words do hurt and I don't even know why,
And still no matter what is said I always have to cry.
I try to know you care and you'd die for me,
But still it's impossibly hard for me to truelly see,
I can't help but wonder why you'd even care,
And I can't help but cry, about how your never there.
I know I'm just immature and kind of stupid as well,
But all these "stupid" thoughts are making me unwell,
I'm tired of apologies and all I have to do,
Because if it was turned around you wouldnt have a clue.
I'm not giving up on our love but I'm just wanting you to see,
How painful all this is and how your hurting me,
I'm sensitive my love and sometimes I just cry,
If you want me stop, for you I guess I'll try.
